HAVE FAITH IN ME

heart means everything.

Notes

this weekend was amazing,

It all started by me not going to school Friday. My parents and I woke up early and drove up to Saginaw. Of course on the way, we stopped at Tony’s, that’s a must do. We also stopped at Birch Run. Around 3, we headed to Saginaw Valley State University. It’s where my dad went to college. Apparently n 1982 his track team won Nationals, and they’re celebrating now? Hah. Well, it really made my day to see my dad smile that big. I only see that once in a great while, like when it’s just my dad and I hangin’. It was weird though, I met this guy, well he was the best man in my dads first wedding. Jerry Brown. I had to no idea that they were that close, and they haven’t talked in a good 30 years. I’m really proud of my dad, and I trust him with my life. I love himmmm.

Welp, we didn’t get home until 3 am. So I just passed out. I was supposed to get up early and make my way to Davison around 10 am. Well, we all now that didn’t happen. I didn’t get up until 11, and I had to rush up there. I had to stop into work on the way, and I felt like tanning. I got my work schedule, and then went to tan. I like tanning right before I go to my sister’s, because then she gets mad that I’m darker then her. Hahah. So, since I had to do that shit I couldn’t just hop on 75 and take that straight up. My dad said taking 59, to 75 at the Flint exit would be easier. Well, if you really knew me, you’d know that expressways confuse the fuck outta me. When I get confused, I miss where I need to go, I get lost, I call my dad all stressed out and upset screaming at him.

Well, I miss my exit to get on 75. So I was still on 59, but it ends in Pontiac. It turns into a two lane rode. So I was circling Pontiac for about an hour. I mean, if you drive like 85 you can make it to my sisters in a half hour. So, Kara was pissed because we had stuff to do. My dad was no help in trying to get me back on the expressway. Kara called me screaming and within a minute I was on 75. Sometimes you just need some stern talking to. Hah, when every other word was “you’re such a dumbass” or “can’t you read you tard?!” I love her. I made it up there in a half hour after that. I take 75 to the Davison/Clarkston exit, and then I take M15 all the way to Davison. Now, M15 is like a back road, hah it’s 20 miles. My dad kept telling me I was gonna get stuck behind a tractor. Hah. Nope.

I met Kara at TJMaxx. We got her some new clothessss. We went to Genese Valley Mall, and I just about shit myself at how nice this mall is. I will drive an hour t go to this one, it kicks Lakeside and Partridge in the face. Seriously.

Finallllllly, my sister’s boyfriend Eric came to pick us up. He had a 24 pack in the back of his bright yellow sunfire, and some Cranberry Mikes, so we knew it was gonna be a good night. We were late, so everyone had been drinking for like 3 hours already. We had to catch up fast. Tipppy cup say what?! Hah, I learned that Mango Smirnoff Ice tastes like ass in a bottle, and everyone should drink Green Apple Smirnoff ice<3333 I tried my first no bake cookie, and it was like taking a bite out of heaven.

Eric passed out in the car around 7..in the country napping at a party is frowned upon….hahah. He’s full on redneck. He said this about 5 times that night. “We go two options in this scenario, ya either like me or ya don’t.” So of course I mocked him, obnoxiously.

So, after the pig roast Eric bought me taco bell and we went back to my sisters and passed out.

The next morning, Sunday, Kara woke me up by jumping on and said “get dressed bitch, let’s go shopping.” So, we went to Birch Run again. Hah. I have an addiction with shopping, I just recently learned that. I was supposed to be home before dark, but what time did I leave? 8. So I had to drive with my brights on the whole way home. Oh well, I got home in 45 minutes.

This whole weekend just made me realize how badly I wanna live up there. I seriously hate leaving. I never want that good-bye kiss from Lily or to have her watch me take my bags out to the car. I hate it. I always get so upset. I just think to myself yano, 18’s right around the corner. I wanna be able to just wake up, make Lil breakfast and go shopping with my sister. Not plan out when I can come up on a weekend when I don’t work and when she’s not working.

I don’t wanna be seperated from my family anymore. I need my two brothers, and Kara. I need Jack, and Lily. I need Mike and Ashley, Gage, Madison, Zach, Sarah and Brytani. I even need Eric.

I didn’t think my life could get better, but once I’m relocated in Flint, it will be perf.